:)

2006-11-13T23:17:00.000-08:00

2006-11-13T19:46:00.000-08:00

i cannot live, i can't breathe unless you do this with me

i've got my first open match tonight against zakiah i hope i can win:)

anyway.
yesterday was damn fun:) i had to wake up like max early and we bused to STA office cos coach poh wanted us to go there to signup for penang trip. i guess alot more people are going plus now STEF AND NICK TAN which means it'll be sucha crazy trip, i bet! then, we went all the way back home again after spending like 5 minutes there hahaha to have lunch and then met up with greg, nick and kenneth at plaza sing before trng. we watched FLUSHED AWAY which is like the hottest funniest movie ever. haha:) although kenneth didn't seem to get it somehow he wasn't laughing at all the hilarious parts i think he's just dumb:)

and then after the movie nick and kenneth went to play arcade which was quite boring and deafening but they lost fast becos they sucked! we had a second lunch they are such pigs and took 16 to kallang, by which point i was feeling so sick and headachy ohman. because of lyn's stinky bag ):

AND aunty fe just solved the mystery of why her bag smells so bad because apparently, she had some fresh orange juice and it spilt and spoiled without her knowing. god lyn is such a dumbass -.- i swear it was the worst smelling thing ever ever ever.

trained at kallang and i watched matches for awhile after that.
greg won congrats my dear:)

yuppp so plans for today = none rest & RELAXATION 'till my warmup and match and stuffs.
i'm gonna change my skin i think:)

2006-11-12T20:55:00.000-08:00

YESTERDAY was like funnest ever.

thanks dearest XOXO :)

2006-11-11T05:50:00.000-08:00

c a u s e i t ' s y o u a n d m e ;

HOLS are just gonna be great i knowit:)

i cannot wait for penang, it'll be fantabulously fun!

Yesterday

happy birthday aunty fe. you're the greatest funnest betest and damn everything. i love YOU :)

lyn & i met diane in the morning at we ate pepper lunch (which is really good btw, i never knew?) uhmhum then were at wheelock buying auny fe's present - a l'il late but wdv - and getting su's present. i can't exactly remember what we did. we walked around orchard alot, up & down and took neos. it was fun and after that met up with nick, justin, stef to BUS to training thought we'd be late but it turned out not.

and during training, it rained. how shitty is that? it's our last training before open, at least for most of 'em. mines on tuesday i think but it seems late so i'd better check again. so yes, then lyn, me, justin, nick, brad n stef went for the starhub charity event at american club to support coach daniel and stanley and we watched their hot sexy match. hahah:) reached home super late so i was tired and then today...

Today

gym at 11. then met mum to go to am club to watch starhub charity once more but it rained so it got cancelled then i met justin and patty we watched covenant comma space THE which was hell creepy (i'd rather have watched step-up!) but the guy is so hot ohmygod. :)
we cabbed to su's at around 5 plus for her party happy birthday early babe:)
it was really fun! there was loads of people there we ate loads, played blind mans buff and cards, took loads of pictures, watched friends and more then my dad picked me, justin, di, and CLARE hahahahah to go back home. all in all a fun day, thanks guys:)

pictures later maybe?ah no whatev too lazy get from others.

DIANE SU SEND ME PICTURES.

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shopping with mum tmr:)
NOTE TO SELF: HAND UP WILDCARD FORMS otherwise will forget and not receive it.

on another note, i'm playing gunbound now and i don't care it's really fun. i used to think that they were all mad but it really is. we're all hooked. like me, lyn, stef, greg, kenneth, cheejun, nicklim/tan, jaymin, HAHA.

nightsall. mwah(toyouu.)

2006-11-08T08:00:00.000-08:00

and behind his tired eyes,
she sees the boy with his arms wide
who made her feel like an angel.

ohwell.lookhowniceeverything'sturningout.
):

2006-10-27T20:24:00.000-07:00

i'm leaving for bangkok today:) the taxi's coming to get us in...an hour? i'm so excited.

i'll try to get everyone presents since that seemed to be their general reactions, have fun and REMEMBER TO BUY MY A PRESENT. like, i don't care if you get abducted there or whatever just bring me back something! it was pretty funny.

looking back to see how much we both have changed.
i really miss your hair in my face.
and the way your innocence tastes.
i still need you. still miss you. still love you

2006-10-25T07:04:00.000-07:00

And in the midst of this self-inflicted pain,
I can see my beautiful rescue.

2006-10-19T04:42:00.000-07:00

trying to fill that space inside;

one more paper to go! today was my math tutors last lesson with us - after 8 years, we're her longest students. and i feel pretty sad because she was a really good tutor and helped me to pass. and now my math is going to fail next year. plus she was really nice and never got pissed and at me and all. omg, 8 years and now it seemed so fast. SAD im like gonna miss her):

anyway i'm gonna go run now. coz i'm freaking unfit.

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIANE! ONE DAY LATE SORRY. we're gonna go out after exams i don't care:) have a great thirteen! loveya!

2006-10-16T03:48:00.000-07:00

clocks ticking,
time's wasting.
you're amazing
this just feels so right;

hellllo! first two papers today, seven to go.. or as shin says four more days (it sounds nicer!). haha english was pretty screwed up even though i thought that it wouldn't be like shitassss. omg, chinese tmr ): i need to start studying i'm gonna start studying at 7 i swear okay that's in 14 minutes. i can't wait for post exams yes i keep saying it because i really can't wait! although i don't wanna like cry when the results come out. but i've never actually cried over my results, that's pretty retarded. except like p3 maybe LOL:P

mom's being nicer lately-i wonder why?

stupid SIJC now i can't play in bangkok atf i'm really pissed LAST ATF everrr in my whole entire life ): or maybe can?i'll have to check the dates again, *fingers are crossed oh-so-tightly.

here i am baby
signed, sealed, delivered, i'm yours.

(p.s this is the song av was singing in class!teheh)

omgod lyn i love this skin. thanks for making it for me its 9047520710917cute:)

2006-10-14T04:47:00.000-07:00

miracles happen once in awhile,
when you believe;

it's the weekend RIGHT BEFORE EXAMS and i'm blogging,lol. i don't care if this is taking up shitloads of studytime if i'm not supposed to be on the com it was too tempting and changing skin makes me inspired to blog somehow, stupidly enough. just finished typing out all the Geog notes, so there hah i'm guilt free..for a while at least there's still the other 6 subjects! AND AND AND I JUST HAVE TO SAY IT'S PRETTYUNFAIR that all the school's have finished exams and it's only the raffles schools that havent even started? few more days though. six. we'll make it:)

friday was the last day of lessons and i don't know whether to feel happy or sad. i'm really going to miss everyone in 213 especially to those who contributed to such a fun school year. it's quite sad that we know we'll be split up for sure becos of the subject combis. i realllyx1000 hope that lyn and i are in the same class, though omg. and yeah, there's still post-exams and all. FISH &CO/MARCHE. school's been stressful but you guys always make me laugh so much and as a result, i don't hate school that much anymore:)
coolio i've just uploaded pictures! photobucket's friggin slow...yawn i guess i have to use the blogger thing - which is turning out to be even slowerrr.

okay whatever i might upload later i think.

*favouriteperson;iloveyou:P

2006-09-24T23:35:00.000-07:00

I FOUND MELLLLY:) my darling little pink thing i'm so sorry i'll never leave you again. this made my day:)

I FOUND MELLLY!:)

shit i've got a ton of stuff to do before tonight.

it's been so long

2006-09-23T08:57:00.000-07:00

thursday
i played my open match against tamsyn, omgosh i played so damn badly argh i'm trying to forget about it it's just a match D: was just trying to delay it such that i wouldn't end so fast - how sad is that? but she played really really well, so congrats to her, and lyn and van won their matches:)

friday
schools was ages, then after school we had south zone colors ceremony.
only had to wear a tie which was okay cos some school's wore like blazer, pantyhose, shoes, all these. (hahah clare!) i was next to jia yi and vic and the guest of honour's pres. was damn funny, other than that it was really boring. oh and before we went onstage i was so scared like i would trip and embarrass myself or something! thankfully not though. after that sent lyn to kallang for her match against vannn and went home, had dinner, nicky came over for a l'il while damn spastic. haha:)

saturday (today)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY i love you so so so so so SO SO much :)

met the lit pt group at 8, went for lunch at pizza hut i ate so much! fik, lucy, lying and me had a good time disturbing jolene haha, poor her. went to marina to meet lyn i took mrt and ALMOST made it thanks to lucy's mrt list thingy. we did so much painting today i think i may just die? we're meeting again tomorrow.

anyway tomorrow is our ballkid's reunion dinner of sorts cos our program leader is coming into town so we're meeting, i cannot wait! :)

*CONGRATS TO VAN FOR WINNING OPEN!!!!!

i'm tired gnite world:)

2006-09-16T08:12:00.000-07:00

heh whatever happened to not blogging, i don't know, i guess i'm just too bored at home or something :D

these past few days have been rather uneventful - as usual. school's started again and it isn't as bad as i expected my group makes things hell lot funner :) i just keep thinking:
four more weeks. four freaking weeks omg i can't wait!

and then and then. hmm let's see what happened before that. age-group? played finals on sunday and the ___ went downnnn:) fill it in!! congrats to those who won, since it was so long ago i can't exactly remember.. and then prize presentation. and then lyn, stef, me, justin, greg, nat, ben koh, david and patrick i think went out to cine but there wasn't movies to watch. i wanted to watch devil wears prada for the third time but apparently people felt differently, hehh.

so, then we cabbed to justin's place and pigged out and lazed around, watching movies the whole day or something. diane, tessa, clare joined us later and we went home at 9 something it was fun.

happy 14th birthday steff :)

you've been such fun to be around always. and those all those trips, kl, bangkok, jakarta, sarawak, embarrassing ourselves totally and sleepovers and baking parties and uh, rs on monday nights? as well as trainings. they always think we're nuts for taking the closest court! all = such great times :) have a fun happy happy birthday!

it's really good to hear your voice saying my name,
it sounds so sweet
coming from the lips of an angel
hearing those words, it makes me weak
with the lips of an angel;

2006-09-08T04:23:00.000-07:00

m swearing off blogging until post-exams or smth so, i'll see you then maybe :D

2006-09-07T03:11:00.000-07:00

HEY :)

isn't clancy the giraffe the cutest thing in the world ;D okay not really i know whats the cutest thing in the world. not telling! haha.

sorry i've not been updating, i've been kinda busy & then i decided that the september hols are officially the WORST outta all four. because 1. it's only one week which is tournament, so you can't do anything. 2. it's directly before exams so there's guilt if you don't mug which i haven't been doing at all since saturday.

zero work! it's making me feel damn bad okay. yesterday, van came to trng and told me that she'd just spent ELEVEN HOURS in school the other day, mugging straight. actually her exams are in 28 days or smth but still. vj's sooo lucky! their school actually ends the day our exams end. i rmbr there was a period of time long long ago i wanted to go vj but mummy wouldn't let me. haha.

september hols so far:
totally uneventful. because of the tournament which is giving me a headache it takes up the whole week ):devil wears prada. it was.. damn nice :)

okay, omg i can't remember. i can only remember bits and pieces like, going out with my mum and dad on sunday to watch devil wears prada again and seeing so many people. diane & claudia were selling tuilip hearts we bought from em. it was good seeing them:) then we also saw clare and christine at lido, it was so coincidental!

i also shopped till i dropped on sunday/monday, got my hair cut on monday as well. then on tuesday, the tournament started! and oh yeah good luck to all that'r playing quarters tomorrow of all the age groups! except maybe my opponents hahah kidding:) and justin, lyn it's okay to lose sometimes so you guys cheer up yeahhh!

tourn's been alright so far, i hate the no atmosphere at farrer though i cannn't wait for kallang i hope to make it as far:)

sg idol/rockstar supernova results tonight i wna see who's inna top 3! i've a feeling it'll be jasmine, jonathan, hady, paul's cool but i don't think he'll make the cut somehow. jonathan's chasing cars was like omgggg, damn good.

oh and my dearest brother lex is back from melb. yay! he was doing stupid stuff as usual like at the airport started singing really loudly off -key people were staring at us. hahah i've missed him i hope he's back for good :D

oh and and and,

SHIN, cheer up alright? it hurts seeing you hurt and sad and emo remember what i told ya today yeah <3

shit. many birthday's are coming up and no presents/no money? i'm absolute broke without my dad hahah i think i need to learn to control the spending. 50 bucks a week can't even cover presents for 3 whole people can it. i think i'll have to share with lyn. and my daddys'll have to be the biggest and bestest no question about it becos he's the best :) erin tan when the hell are we gonnna go out you'd better tell me okay!

i love this song even though it's olddd:)

I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived,
I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killed inside
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live,
My world has everything I need to survive.

ayyyye i miss you. ):

2006-08-31T18:25:00.000-07:00

love like there's no tomorrow;

happy teacher's day! the celebrations yesterday were alright i suppose, the really funny one was the one by the gb seniors and the rest were okay or boring. i've got nothing to do today except training, and it's one more day 'till second sept.shit ):

i have to say i love my new group in school and i'm so glad it got approved! they are freaking spastic & entertaining with all the stuff like: you think?or SEASOH omg avril. hahahahahaha. next term'll be fun:) i don't wna graduate cause we'll all be in different classes for sure. i'll miss you guys so much!

what the hell is wrong with my phone i need to fix it omg how come everyone else can receive my messages damn it's so frustrating it's like a conspiracy or something hahah >:(

stuff to do today:
message mrs ho training dates
finish up tuition work for once
fix my phone ):

2006-08-31T05:45:00.000-07:00

as the night fades away,
i'm dreaming of you.

the stars align for you & i tonight.

:)

2006-08-28T05:12:00.000-07:00

had i known how to save a life;

ooh, today was damn fun! school was really weird, everyone was getting highhh last few periods:) we went to wisma/taka cause i was finding a present for my dad, we looked everywhere but apparently all the wrong places! sooo i guess im going with erin during sept hols our dad's birthday's are like 20,23 yeap:) shopped and i got a few stuff thats quite nice, satisfied:)

erin & sydney met us at mango and we ran all the way to the mrt station cause we were already so late. i got beeped on the way out they thought i'd stolen something it was so embarrassing. met fik, aly there and they had like 22 huge apples they'd just bought, our class present for teacher's day. i think the idea's really cute and stuff. then we went all the way to eunos to carehut to tutor the kids!

omg my kid's so cute. i love derrick! EVERYBODY HE'S MINNNNNE!!:) kidding,obviously. he's like p2 and the cutest thing i don't mean to sound like some paedophile (however it's spelt) BUT OMG. and really good too he just listens, i didn't expect him too actually. but as i discovered today, i'm really bad at tutoring people? i'll never be a teacher next time, i took one look at the math sums and i panicked so badly. and this wasn't tough questions it was p2 work i felt so stupid -.- so i was all like erin how do you do this aly how do you do this because they were nearest too me,whoops.

training was alright rather fun actually. kenneth and i won singles team:)

why isn't my age group draw opening. like the top half is cut off totally, shit shit shit. it's like torture why is everyone elses stuff there and mine isn't?once again it's in farrer yeah ):

anyw i gotta go.
we're cooking nasi lemak tmr maybe i should not go ): god what's wrong with the draw honestly i cant stand the waiting. it's like tension..blahh.

two days before holidays. TWO more freaking days left and there's still work, like math pt on wednesday and all. it's the dumbest pt ever how are we ever going to apply measuring surface area/volume of chocolates to real-life situations?hahaha.

we are gonna change seating arrangements & mrs. mohammeds letting us choose our own hopefully, so if things go our way i'll be with LYN! stella, shin, and avril hehh:) although this terms group was quite fun too like lucy and her winter wonderland shit today that was hilarious man:)

thanks nick for sending me the whole don moen's album sigh i just love his songs!!

k i really gotta go, night night i'm off to workkkkk i'm such a good kid:)

2006-08-27T06:02:00.000-07:00

forever

i'm so glad to finally be back on blogger. xanga was just alright but it sorta kills my blogging mood,somehow. i love this lay even though it's really,really,really old. i used it for my blog way back when i had -brokenn, sometime last year.

exams: term4 week6 shit they're coming soon, i need to study i can't afford to do badly cause my grades suck badly enough as it is, i really need a good mark for the eoys.
hello textbooks, goodbye com/tv:( no more e entertainment or star world or mtv. september the second can't come slowly enough for me, even though it marks the start of the hols it also marks the start of studying ugh. sort of like a doomsday haha. anyway here's how the past few days've been:

thursday
i skipped school again! and i think mrs. mohammed's getting pissed at lyn & i, because of our really low attendance, whoops. i wouldn't want her to be mad at me she really is the best teacher in the world:)
then i went to get braces, hot pink & light pink. i still can't eat properly it's been four days, ugh. these braces are killlllling me can't i just fast forward two years or something!

friday
watched some kid's movie, the ant bully. tried to get into snakes on a plane but obviously i don't look 16, we would've gotten in if not for the stupid JANITOR who was lurking outside the hallways making sure that we wouldn't sneak past her, what a bitch! and she called the ticket master on us so had no choice but to watch ant bully. it was hell stressing but alotta fun<3

saturday
my dad brought lyn & i to lido and we watched another movie, akeela and the bee. i thought it'd be super lame but hey it turned out pretty good:)

sunday
brunch in the morning, tuition in the afternoon, went to the club with the family for dinner while lyn played tennis with geoffrey. then my dad and brothers went home & my mom and me stayed back to wait for them to finish. mom was being damn pissing but somehow i managed to sort of shut my mouth,yay:)

yeah,it's been pretty uneventful maybe with the exception of friday:)

although i just saw you a few days ago,
i miss you like crazy & i suddenly had the urge to tell you thanks so much for everything.
you mean the world to me.
i love you so much special:)

2006-08-26T07:07:00.000-07:00

testing:)